Thursday, September 1, 2011

Bookstore Guilt

Yesterday started off poorly, ended even worse and the part in the middle did little to make it any better. In an effort to save what little sanity I had left, I went for a drive. I thought about driving to Terra Fuego but decided, instead, to stop at a chain bookstore a few miles from my house.

Now, make no mistake. I fully embrace technology. I love my Mac and my iPhone. I adore my Kindle with a passion that verges on obsession. But, though I rarely buy a paper book anymore, I love bookstores. I love the smell of all those unread pages. I love the soothing quiet and the big leather chairs. The irony is not lost upon me.

I know that it is consumers like me that have contributed to the demise of so many bookstores. I look, I relax, and I enjoy but I don't buy. I browse with no intention of spending a single dollar. In fact, I have been known to spot a good read and go home to purchase the Kindle version.

Why do I do it? I don't have a lot of space for books and I read very quickly. I love all the free digital content. Also, it is easy. I can get what I want, when I want, any time I want.

Like all things though, it comes with a price. The loss of bookstores is tragic. Bookstores have a nostalgia that I would hate to lose. I want my daughter to love reading and books the way I do. Is that possible if bookstores go the way of the dodo? I don't know. But the next time I cross into the land of the bibliophile, I think I will at least buy a cup of coffee. If only to assuage my guilt.